eww

I feel like crap today. My stomach hurts and I'm aching all over. It sucks.

Last night I stayed over at Cassadie's house. We went ice skating and I fell on my ass and got a bruise. By the way, I can't ice skate, I suck. After that we went to her sister's friend Laura's house and went to a "park" near by and ate pizza and popcorn and bbq chips. It was great.

Today me and Cassadie got up at like 2 and made chocolate chip pancakes and watched Logo. Then we made cool cupcakes and decorated them with awesome little icing flowers. 

As you can probably tell, my writing today sucks and that is a complete effect of my sickness. Bleh, goodbye.

my hair has been cut!

Yay! No more hair rants! I love my hair now, it's really cute and very short. My bangs are normally supposed to go all the way across but i styled them to the side.

In other news, I missed infomania yesterday so that made me mad, but Cassadie came over so that was ok.

I'm so excited about going to Disneyland it's crazy. It's really sad that I'm 14 and have never been there. I'm happy that I'm going at all though. Only 14 days left until I leave!

boredommmmm!

Yesterday was fun, a change from recent routine. I actually left the house! Cassadie and I went to Barnes & Noble and ate at Olive Garden afterwards. 'Twas fun. But today sucks. I slept in even though I went to bed earlier than usual. I have nothing to do and there are still 6 hours until my belly dancing class.

My life needs to get less boring. And fast.

strange dream

Last night I had one of the weirdest dreams ever. In the dream I was pregnant and traveling with Cassadie and her family. I wasn't sure where we were going but we stopped at a hotel and in the hotel I kept smelling bleach. When I woke up I figured there had to be some symbolism there, so I looked it up.

Bleach

To see or use bleach in your dream, signifies a time of healing and cleansing. You are ready to mend past hurts and resolve any unexpressed emotions. 

Pregnant

To dream that you are pregnant, symbolizes an aspect of yourself or some aspect of your personal life that is growing and developing. You may not be ready to talk about it or act on it.  This may also represent the birth of a new idea, direction, project or goal.

Hotel

To see a hotel in your dream, signifies a new state of mind or a shift in personal identity. You need to move away from your old habits and old way of thinking. Or you feel the need to temporarily escape from your daily life. 

Traveling

To dream that you are traveling, represents the path toward your life goals. It also parallels your daily routine and the way you progress. If your travels come to an end, then it symbolizes successful completion of your goals.

To dream that you are traveling in a car filled with people, signifies that you will make new and fun friends and exciting adventures.

Friend

To see your friends in your dream, signifies aspects of your personality that you have rejected, but are ready to integrate these rejected part of yourself.  The relationships you have with those around you are important in learning about yourself. Additionally, this symbol foretells of happy tidings from them and the arrival of good news. 

i can't seem to get off the subject of hair...

It's very sad. My life is being consumed with a haircut. 

I went to best friend Cassadie's house today! And we did what we always do, nothing! But, rest assured, we have fun doing it. Cassadie steered me away from my super short bang fixation, and rightly so, considering my forehead is the size of Europe behind those bangs. That's what friends are for.

As of now this is my hair:

Ok, this is the best my hair has looked in a loooong time. I'm having obvious second thoughts about chopping it all off. This always happens before a haircut. And I know I'll regret not getting it cut.

I just realized how insanely stupid I sound. I'm having a crisis over my hair. Holy fuck it's hair! If the cut sucks it'll grow back! 

Oh well, this has been pointless, yet again. Wish you the best.

this is my fourth blog of the day!

Meaning I've reached an all time low in my life!

So, final haircut decision...maybe. I don't know what you think but I like it and I kind of miss looking like a dykey 12 year old boy. 

and yes, I realize the last three pictures I've posted are all of the same person! I don't find that creepy at all!

Also! I want this t-shirt!

This was short and pointless, tell me what you think about the hair, have a nice life!

hello!

I'm now writing my third blog of the day! I just proved to myself that I have no life whatsoever! And I want to start a video blog.

So, the final verdict on the haircut is nearing. I know for sure I want the short bangs. But, I don't know if I should keep my hair this length, cut it this length:

or I could go crazy and get it this length!

Help me choose! This is a major epidemic!

haircuttttt

So I've fallen in love yet again, this time with super short bangs. I think I've finally decided that's what I'm going for at next week's hair appointment. What do you think?

Just by the way, I have no clue who any of these people are. I just like the haircuts.

In other news. It's storming for the first time in months here in our little desert town of El Paso! It makes me happy. I'm praying that the electricity doesn't go out, though. Because that would suck.

Also, I love this girl, I don't even know who she is! But she's doing a year long project on youtube, tis very interesting.

lalalala

So, today I've made two new websites for myself (including this) I've officially decided blogger is less complicated and I'm lazy, so this is what I'm sticking with. 

I'm not exactly sure what the fuck I'll be writing about in here but whatever. It shall be fun! I'm determined to make this as interesting as possible despite me being a lazy boring fuck!

So, I shall begin! Today has been uneventful, I woke up, ate breakfast, went back to sleep, woke up, went online, and here I am (oh dear, I believe I just told the majority of my life story...). Last night I was skimming through a book from the 1970s and practicing my mad typewriting skills and I ended up typing one of the dirtiest passages I've ever read in a book in my life. I really don't want to retype the whole passage but let's just say it had to do with being fucked through every hole in your body. Yeah....

Anywho, I have a new-ish love in the wonderful world of clothing, that being American Apparel tights. They are bright, they are shiny, and some of them are two colors. I want them all. Luckily in approximately 20 days I'll be on my way to glorious California which is infested with American Apparel. 

(American Apparel's Opaque Pantyhose in "Poppy")

Well I believe that's all then.

amour, 

miss casey